Waiting

I feel like the summation of my life the last four weeks is WAITING. Waiting to hear about a job that I deserve and that I have worked hard to get. Waiting to know if I will be chosen over someone who may look better on paper but lacks the drive and the will that I have. Waiting. I'm just tired of waiting, feeling in limbo. I want to know so that I can plan accordingly. I'm a planner by nature and the not knowing drives me batty!